I usually don’t blog but I just need some outlet… and I have like 3 followers so we should be good! I just can’t take it anymore… life is just getting so hard I’m fighting and I’m fighting and I wanna give up but I wont. What would you do if someone extremely important to you was diagnosed with a disease is going to kill them? And not latter but soon. I found this out last night at 2 a.m. and I don’t know what to do I’m still in shock and I’m on the verge of tears. I don’t want to live life without this person and I felt like I just wasted precious time with them by fighting over stupid stupid crap! I am so stupid…. why? Why is life unfair? Why do good things happen to good people? Why does time have to be so short? Why does their chapter end when I have so many more pages? Why…. I just can’t do this all I want is to heal them and make them perfect. Well there its out but I don’t feel better and I wont ever…. this just completely changed the past present and future #shocked #unfair #life #cry #onethingafteranother